mengapa wanita sgt istimewa...

Mama dan Papa sedang menonton TV, seraya mama berkata. "..i letih la..dah lewat ni, i nak tido lah...."

Mama pun pegi dapur nak tutup tingkap dapur, nanti masuk pulak lipas...leceh pulak nanti..dah tu, ade pulak rice cooker dalam sink..rendam lepas makan tadi..basuh jap...
susun pinggan kat rak, lap dapur..terpercik kena sambal masa masak tadi...check air panas dalam flusk..takut habis pulak nanti malam anak nak susu...memang dah kering pun flusk ni, jerang la air...sementara tunggu air masak, nampak pulak bekas gula dah kosong....salin la gula...check bubur untuk anak nak hantar ke taska esok..nasib baik ade lagi...ishh. ..ni lauk bila ni, semalam...dah beku dah...basuh la kejap....pegi yard, masukkan baju kotor dalam mesin basuh...penat dah ni, besok je la basuh...sidai kaian lap je lah...
tik...bunyi air dah masak...salin air dalam flusk...ok settle...

baru teringat tak semayang lagi...on da way nak g bilik, papa tgk tv lagi...nampak pulak beg anak untuk hantar ke taska...check. ..baju 2 pasang, towel...towel kecik utk selsama...calamine lotion untuk sapu ruam...pampers 4 keping....alamak. .telupa pulak masukkan botol...basuh botol jap...ok settle...

ternampak pulak beg g keje...emm.. besok nak pakai beg polo coklat lah, asik2 pakai beg hitam ni je...salin jap barang2 g beg coklat...cek sume 6 poket beg, takut la tetinggal apa2..leceh pulak..selalunya barang yang tertinggal tu la yang nak pakai nanti...hishhh sempit la beg ni...hangin je...nak kena beli ni beg baru...rasenya 25 hb ni Sogo sale nih...mana flyers tadi ek...ha ni die..ok, catit jap kat yellow sticker, nanti lupa..ok settle...

Tetiba dengar suara papa..."..u buat apa lagi tu..tadi kata nak tido.."...."..yelah nak tido la ni..nak smayang jap..."

masuk toilet..buat apa2 yang patut...cuci muka dulu..2 jenis lak tu...adoi..gosok gigi...smayang. ..pakai toner...pakai treatment cream...nak lawa and maintain punya pasal lah ni...
nanti orang kata baru anak satu dah macam anak 4 pulak...huhuhuhu. ..

bukak almari...emmm. ..pakai baju hijau ni lah besok...gosok kejap..check baju papa, baju papa pun kena gosok jugak ni...kat bilik belakang...
la, napa komputer ni tak tutup ni..gelas kopi pun ade lagi, dah bersemut dah..ishhh ...g dapur, basuh, sambung gosok baju...gantung elok2...kemaskan baju gantung2...masukkan seluar papa yang dah kotor dalam tempat kotor...ok settle..

dgr suara papa lagi..."..i dah ngantuk ni.."..dalam pada nak masuk ke bilik...owh. ..pokok aku dah nak mati ni ha..lupa dah 3 hari tak siram...ok, siram jap...check jap pintu ni...sah tak kunci lagi...grill pun tak tutup..ni kalau tak check ni, senang2 je mat indon masuk rompak umah aku...bukak lampu luar..

ni mainan ni sepah2...masukkan la dalam bakul mainan budak ni...banyak nya...sampai bawah meja makan pun ade...adoi.. ..ok dah ...

ok dah boleh baring...adoi sakitnya pinggang...cium si comel ni kejap...selimutkan die...la..napa basah ni...emm, tukar la pempers ni...tak bagus la brand ni, nanti nak tukar lain la...nanti g Sogo 25 hb ni beli la skali...ok sayang tido k...kalau boleh jangan la bangun tgh malam ni eh..tido sampai pagi k...gud nite..sweet dreams...

aaahh...sedapnya dapat baring...mana pulak lotion sapu kurus aku nih...ha, ni dia...sambil sapu lotion kurus,,,setkan alarm...setkan program kerja besok...pg kul 9.30 ade meeting..
ahh...boring. ..panas pulak lotion nih..dah la...emm..sedapnya lelapkan mata...Ya Allah...terima kasih untuk rezekiMU hari ini,...mohon keberkatan dari mu tuhan...papa pun bangun tutup tv..."...i dah ngantuk sangat ni...nak tido lah...citer pun tak best malam ni, bola pun takde..."...selang seminit ...dengar suara papa berkeruh...dah agak dah....

So?....apa yang peliknya..??

Anda tahu kenapa wanita hidup lebih lama?...SEBAB ADE BANYAK KERJA NAK KENA BUAT....tu yang tak boleh nak mati cepat tu...

 Tak kira la wanita berkerjaya atau surirumah... setiap wanita adalah istemewa dengan cara mereka sendiri...

Kalau lelaki mengakui kebenaran ini....hormat dah hargailah mereka...untuk keperibadian dan kebolehan mereka untuk berdikari...

A very surprising happy news!

27th January 2012


Yeay! my IELTS result which I took two weeks earlier can be seen online! Alhamdulillah.. I only needed band 5 but I got 7.5 for it! I can even use this results to go overseas if I want..hahahah...if I want lah kan....


So I want to use this blog to say thank you to Mr. Hubby for supporting me... scolding me to study whenever he sees me watching TV... my baby-to-be-born for being a good girl/boy at that time and support mommy... heheheh..although at certain times i felt like puking for all the pressure...


But then Alhamdulillah nothing happened while taking the exam...and the results is very good than I expected.....

School is starting Soon..arrrggghhh!!!

26th January 2012


I am 8 weeks pregnant! Hopefully nothing is going wrong inside there. We will be going to our first scan next Saturday!!..And that will be the first time I see my little baby...huuuu... exciting and scary at the same time... huh. enough with the negative thoughts. everything will be fine!
My morning sickness..or should I call evening sickness are getting worse nowadays..throwing up here and there without any actual warning is a little tiring and embarrassing. But things are getting under control (I think!).. I am also more sensitive towards smell right now. My fridge also has picked the perfect timing to breaking down.. and the smell from the fridge is really nauseating me. Mr. Hubby is also forbidden from wearing any fragrance when he come home... if he don't want to be the one cleaning after me...hehehehhe...


The next semester is already starting next week..huhuhu... I didn't feel like teaching at all..but considering that I am a really good teacher..I have to fight off this mother-feely-thingy at the office and transform to the full lecturer mode. Don't know whether I can do it or not, but just hoping for the best!


Wish me luck!






What's happening in 8 weeks??


Baby: Baby’s crown to rump length is 12 mm (about the size of a raspberry). Baby weighs about 1 gram. Baby’s external ears are forming. Her primary or “baby” teeth buds are forming now. Her permanent teeth buds will be formed later. Baby’s optic nerve and eye lids are also forming. You can’t feel your baby moving yet but her arms and legs are moving now.


http://www.justmommies.com/articles/eight-weeks-pregnant.shtml

Hectic Job, no husband and do I want to move?

20th January 2012


Sorry for not updating for quite sometime. It is just that in the last few days, my life seems to have its own way on moving on..hahahah...


Last Wednesday Mr. Hubby broke the promiseto go to my company dinner with me..he have to work it seems..seems like only yesterday I put up a courage face and ask him to go, but when he did, I cried my heart out..(I think it is the hormones fault, not mine...hahahahaha). He's been gone for three now and I made a promise to myself if he didn't come back to Malaysia today, I will find a way to go to him..cheewah...being pregnant make you feel you are a superwoman! Even it is only in your heart.......


Job also have its own influence on my life, handling students going overseas is really time demanding.. Last week alone I have gone to three government offices for their sake.. Then company dinner...And then the emotional roller coaster...hehehe..I am telling you all this because I am giving myself an excuse for not updating my blog!


Then I have an offer from a very potential supervisor which would be really glad to put me in his research team. The problem is....... I have to move to Johore. Really afraid to ask Mr. Hubby, but I really would like to go there. Do you think Mr. Hubby will let me go? Hurm...


For the pregnancy part, things are sailing smoothly, I feel nauseous sometimes, especially when I drink milk or meat or cheese a lot.. and having morning sicknesses every other day. Other than that, nothing particular.. I should be grateful that my pregnancy is not as bad as any other people... hurm... I think today I am suppose to be 7 week and 6 days pregnant... Can't wait for another two weeks for our first baby scan!!

Very very negative Vibe~~~

11th January 2011..

Today as usual i'm feeling down with all the hormones flowing... feeling really full even though I know I eat close to nothing. Vomiting for the first time during sleeping...huhuh.. had to go up from bed to the toilet and do my gooey stuff ..then go back to sleep..

But what is most depressing is the work itself..i think the environment stay the same.. but my more sensitive condition made me feel very negative towards others. I think I need to try and lock myself in my own room and avoid any contact with other people so that I will feel much better.........

Hangin Satu badan!!

9th January 2012

Today is the first day I woke up with the feeling of certainty...cheewaahhh..

But I notice that I am feeling gassy all over... you know...burping and maybe sometimes f*rting.. is this normal??

Then today there is one japanese lecturer buat ai hangin satu badan jerk... hurm...dah free2 kener...don't main2 with a just pregnant woman okay.... I also didn't expect that i can be as angry as I am today...maybe it is all hormone thing talking...cheewah.....

Tahniah! Puan mengandung..

08th January 2012

So today we done another pregnancy test. Hurm, eaarly in the morning. As the kit says to do it early in the morning to get the highest concentration...

The result is POSITIVE! but of course the line is not as clear as I wanted...

Me and Mr. Hubby decided to go for a check-up. But need to go to school first. today is my paper exam and I need to be at the exam hall checking my students.

So Mr. Hubby send me to the school, stay at my office while I take a look at the students..then we go to the Hospital together. I decided to go to Az-Zahra (because clinic panel maa..) and have the check-up there..

At the clinic

Have to wait a long time for our turn...then they called my number...huhuh..then the Dr. said, next time, ask for a women Dr., so you need to wait for another Dr.....

Hurm..as this is my first time..how should I know?

Then wait again...again...and again.. Mr. hubby is restless waiting while reading his manga.

Then go inside a female Dr. room, and the Dr asked me to do another urine test. The staff says my result is negative.. I am pretty sure my results is positive so I didin't care much for the staff...

Then meet the Dr. again, and eventually its POSITIVE because the staff read it much too soon that the band didn't develop yet! duhhhh..

So I am happily 5 weeks 5 days pregnant and are going to take the first scan after 1st of February..

This explain the headaches, the crying and craving for sour foods....hehehehe...

The day when it all started.

7th January 2012

Good morning!

Started a new day happier because gonna take another hcG test today.

Then after work I quickly got the cheap ones around 5 ringgit each from pharmacy (if you read my blog from the start you'll notice I've spent a fortune buying this home pregnancy thing stuff).

Then the lines come..very very very light..that I thought I may be hallucinating for taking loads of this test. I wanted to ask my sister in law.. but too embarrassed..so I decided to wait for Mr, hubby to come back..

8.00pm..

Me: Do you see this line?

Mr. hubby: What line? this line? (while showing the blue line where you should hold the strip)

Me: No lahh... You should see a second line here..

Mr. hubby: ooo...if you tilt it like this you may see them a little bit. Let's o get another one and check again tomorrow morning..

Then we go to the pharmacy together2.. and me feeling more of my love to him..

Actually... I cannot do it at all....

4th January 2012

Try it again! still NEGATIVE!!

5th January 2012

try to not to think about the lines.

make myself busy with the work..student's exam..and houseworks...hurm....

ohh days...

quickly pass me by so that I can make another test..

Also today my sister-in-law came for a visit. But Mr. Hubby forgot to tell me!

After work have to rush home and clean the house...cook...and Mr. Hubby came back at around 8pm.

Am very MAD at Mr. Hubby.. don't know why, I ended crying for about half an hour

Mr. Hubby: Sayang..why are you crying??

Me: Don't know why...maybe because you are late and I do all the house work..

Mr Hubby: Sayang.. Everyday you did the same work..why only today you are mad at me? I don't know how to comfort you. I don't even know why you are crying.. The reason is so very not logic!

..at this time I thought for sure that I am pregnant!

I can definitely do this!!

3rd January 2012

I am already at my limits..try to take another test...

but hold my self together..so gone another stressful day

I should have waited longer...

2nd January 2012

Just came back from kampung! Can't wait to take the home pregnancy test. I've been late three days today..Urghhh... the uncertainty is very very stressful.. Below is our conversation..

Mr. hubbie : Let's not take it yet

Me : Why?

Mr. hubbie : Because It is still early

Me :So?

Mr. Hubbie :If it is not what you think it is..you are going to be disappointed..

Me : Nolahhh....

-Then I took the test-

-Then come the result-

-NEGATIVE-

Hurm........really hate it when he make the "I told you so" look.....